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Jan. 2nd, 2007 @ 09:44 pm (no subject)
sometimes I hate kids and they bring nothing but crap to the table. some kids just need to be sent to a social boot camp where they cry and no one hears them so they just suck it up.
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Dec. 26th, 2006 @ 10:25 pm pfh what ever
Let me just start off by proclaiming the stupidity of family at most times. Sometimes, it's your best bet to just listen to your own heart while plugging your ears away from picky manipulative sisters and lonely mothers.

Why would an aspiring doctor take any direction from people who never even dreamt about college, especially a bi-polar drunk or a crazed lonely baglady ?
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Nov. 8th, 2006 @ 09:08 pm a r y a n
Current Location: in aryan's jacket
Current Music: Jazz - In a New York State of Mind
I love it. I haven't been this happy in a while. Truly happy :) For the longest time I've just focused on school and I've finally gotten over HIM. You think a year would do it, but that ASS somehow keeps popping up back into my life. These future email things he sent a year ago and reaching me and reminding me of him. GROSS> especially since finding out he's married. whatever. I am officially done with that. What's funny is that I posted something a while ago saying that I am officially done with him and it so happened for him to pop back up again a week later. WHATEVER> I burned all his stuff and pawn the engagement ring he tried to give me - which was the root of all evil also making me think he didn't really love me but just wanted to have his "perfect" life so badly. 

I am happy now. I'm crazy about this kid. You know how people have types. I really didn't have one cuz I never met anyone close so I gave up. He's amazing - PERFECT. I smile when I wake up in the morning, giggle constantly, and feel incredible for no reason. 

; )

He makes me feel incredible. I want to talk to him all night long and be with him. I don't care about being independent or strong - because there are definitely times i am over zealous. I can be as stupid as I can and it doesn't matter. I am understood. : ) 

I like being happy. Everyone should try it. I really missed being in a relationship, it's nice, but he's incredible. 

Normally I am the one who is over distant, but now i fear being too much to him at once. i can't help myself. he's perfect.

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Sep. 23rd, 2006 @ 06:05 pm slightly living on the not so jagged edge
Going to see RJ's band in Downtown Orlando tonight. Got an english paper i haven't even thought of starting yet. and i gotta tutor tomorow for 3 hours... its cool. it'll get done. 


i hate people who think i'm stressed when i'm not. i've got it all under control. i forgot who i was saying it to but i said out loud' "omg leave me alone i am just in the zone." and then ms. berry laughed histerically. she later approached me and gave me her kudos for my control over things even though she kinda thinks i'm a bit anal retentive. i can be. but... not really. i stopped stressed a long time ago.

whatev

i'm going out tonight.
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Sep. 7th, 2006 @ 09:35 pm i don't know
Current Location: sitting at my computer filling out college apps
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
Current Music: chick rocker stuff
stupid college decisions... blah

I think i've changed what I want to do with my life 4 times today. I'm probably going to do the business route. It's what I know and am good at. There are so many different aspects of it that I can choose. But I HAVE to do something that makes me or allows me not to live in the USA. gross. I will live in Europe. I wanna problem solve. I don't know. Finances? Auditing? Management? Broker? Relationship specialist? Banking? Consulting? Economics? 

bah. 

i don't know.
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Aug. 28th, 2006 @ 11:35 pm (no subject)
he's married now with a girl who's younger than I am.
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Aug. 28th, 2006 @ 08:32 am baby cuz i'm a thug

apparently I have acid reflex... that sucks. and bothersome.

I am excited for my senior year! w00t. This year is going to be different. I am going to enjoy myself,, which I have been. Certain things have sprawled trying to bring me down, whatev. Do I care.. honestly I don't . I have pretended that I do and that I am a good person for so long, but certain things DO NOT have control over me. I only pretend due to the adverse affects on my professional life and not mixing personal things with business which can be über harmful. 

I've been hanging out with a bunch of different people than I have been all through high school and I am asking myself, WHY THE HELL DIDN'T I DO THIS SOONER. I have had the revelation that I am going to enjoy my life. work hard, play hard. and so far i've been doing the work hard and playing little. fuck no. its not where you go to college that determines your worth, which some people actually think and act like.. it's what you do and how you live your life. 

I am going to jump off buildings and try new things, i am going to go out after band on fridays because I will, I am going to do something every weekend I can and even do stuff on school nights. I am going to go on my NY trip with Finance come home with half of china town and be cultured and learn of the stock market, I am going to be the most awesomest drum major I can and live every minute of it because I do and I still can't believe I'm actually one of the three - its been my dream since 7th grade, I am going to go to DC and have a hell of a time, I am going go to BPA Nationals in NY and hopefully win. 


fuck yea

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Jul. 7th, 2006 @ 10:34 pm just thinking..
Current Mood: draineddrained
Just kinda chillin' this summer. well. not really. actually.. i'm a little stressed out. grr. i've been working full time and over time at Schwab - it's my dad, he never pickes me up and he won't pick me up from work unless i at least put in 8 hour days. But i love Schwab so I don't mind really. Thursday, Dan - one of my co workers whos the coolest guy ever he's like that cool uncle rick - threw stuff at me cuz i had been there 9 hours and it was getting late which he was leaving but i was still there. lol. I still need to do my summer reading which i don't mind, now. I talked to Anna and stuff and just even talking to her i get motivated to be über supreme ulta woman and conquer the world. And my manager - he's a cool guy who really wants to be there as a mentor for me - is this crazy awesome guy who says that he wishes he didn't take it easy in college or he would have gone to harvard business or law easily and be hiking off the Alps right now instead of in a building. He sort of motivates me too. There's so much stuff i need to get done, but i never get the good incentive to do them. Right now I am stare-ing at Obasan saying that i need to hurry and read but then i'm like Hey I haven't posted on livejournal in AGES, i should do that instead. 

I should spend tomorrow (sat) reading or doing something productive and i was going to but my sister coerced me into going to universal. she even got my nephew in on it reading crazy things off the computer that she was type. Things like becky i'm miserable without you. You had me at hello.. and so on. So I caved. Then i promised to volunteer tomorrow at this triathelon thing for my friend steve in downtown orlando. I also gotta clean my room. I might even get the computer that i am typing all this on. It works - outdated - but it works. and it will come gratis with the desk its on courtesy of my proclaiming that i'm getting the desk too. I really like the color of emerald green and saphire blue. Yellow sometimes bothers me. 

I don't wanna be a senior yet. I really don't feel that i've exploited high school to the max or at all even. I'm turning 18 in a couple months (sept!!) and still don't feel like an adult. it was yesterday that i was jamming to *nsync and "hit me baby one more time" - ( i was cleaning out stuff yesterday and found my old cassette tapes so in fact it really was yesterday that i was jamming out) SEE i'm not ready. My brother was staying out till 2am partying and drinking. I stay at home with my popcorn and crochet/knitting. whatever. 

This year is going to be different. God damn it i want to do something outrageous. One of these days i might even come home at 11:31pm!! hellz yeah.

***I also got this email from the Harvard Minority Recruitment Program. It first sounded bogus but whatever, I could go there if i wanted. hahaha. working on it...
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Jun. 9th, 2006 @ 04:39 pm i <3 schwab
My god I am so hot for my boss. lol.
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Jun. 8th, 2006 @ 05:29 pm pic of the day
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